This is going to be a totally different post then what I was originally planning on doing but god spoke to me and this is what I feel like someone needed (I know that I did) so this is a short little post I hope you enjoy!
Heres the thing though... I know of one person who knows all the deep dark parts of me the things no else has ever seen the one person who knows every single sin I have ever committed. one person who knows the horrible things I tell myself "You're not good enough and you never will be" "I can't believe you even thought someone would like you you should know better." "Because of your challenges, YOU WILL NEVER EVER BE LOVED." only one person... And that one person loves. Me. The. Most. Just think about that. He loves me the most, and he knows every single horrible thing I have ever done. Everything I feel guilt for. every person I've hurt lie I've told scar I've made. and he loves. Me. The. Most. Jesus loves me the most Jesus took all of that sin piled it up high and said: "This sin is now mine love you do not have to worry about it anymore don't fret over the things of the past because you are clean." Even after that guess what? He loves me the most.
people are going to hurt you they are going to want to make you seem like you are nothing they are going to want to snuff out that fire burning within you. And it's going to be hard I am not going to lie to you I will never lie to you. The devil wants to take that light and feed it to the fires of hell but baby Jesus wants that light to shine! he doesn't care about the places that light has been he doesn't care about the color of the tray that holds it he doesn't see you for the bad things you've done he sees you for the fact that you have overcome it. he knows all the deep dark secrets you've kept, he knows about the drugs that have taken over, he knows about the porn stuffed in dark places, he knows about all the people you've been with, all the hate you have stored up in your heart, he knows about the abuse and that it's not your fault. He knows every single one of those things and HE LOVES YOU THE MOST.
Isn't that insane? I know for a fact if everyone knew every deep dark secret of every person they ever met Humanity would cease to exist. and the fact that Jesus knows all of it and chooses to love us is something I am so freaking lucky I get to experience.
I'm going to pray and then I'm going to end this post I know it was short but I got my point across and I know that if I add anything more to I'll probably butcher it. it's good as it is.
Dear God, I pray for the people reading this post I as that you be with them as the tough times live on in their life god I ask that you reach your hand out to those who don't know you Jesus and I ask that you let them experience the goodness and the freedom of your love I pray that they accept your word and want to become free of their sins and know that they are loved no matter their flaws and shortcomings god I thank you for the opportunity and the wisdom you have given me to write about your love in your name I pray amen.